Screw Me!

          Yesterday, he asked me a question. 'THE' question. And the answer to that is just a YES or a NO. And me being the usual me, giving a firm answer to a YES/NO question is not really my bright side. I got goosebumps all over. And worst, i did not give myself some time to think it over, and simply answered him. And he took it as a NO.
         
          I should be calm by now, but no. I don't know why I got this funny feeling inside me. My answer could have been a YES too, and he couldn't see that. Thanks to me. Perhaps, my answer was valid just for who willingly want to  wait, and he obviously did not want to. Well, that is it. The damage had been done.

          Dear you, maybe we're not destined to be together. You'll surely find the right one for you soon enough, and please pray for me too, to get a guy who is as good and gentleman like you.

*yet, maybe i wanted to deliver a YES message, and he thought I said NO. (yeah, that is probably the answer to those funny feelings inside me)

babai peeps.