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LAME.
i am strong
babai.

OLD POST

ASSALAMUALAIKUM W.B.T

I wrote this long time ago.
just re-publish it..the updates were the only new thing here..

Work

Work had been a little stress lately. Confirmation assessment is really not a joke. Fail to complete the form within next week will cost me another 3 months probation. God forbid, only ALLAH knows how depressing it is…

Update: Confirmation assessment had completed. waiting for approval now..sigh..berape lame la lagi nk tunggu ni..and for notice, i had been doing nothing for almost a month now.ho yeah..*lets eat blind pay* (jom makan gaji bute)

Little fish  (cant think of any better name)

Feel a little distant now. Hadn't really had a time to chat. I felt exhausted almost all the time. I had been ignoring his text since these past few weeks. I am so sorry. Didn't mean to distant myself from you, but it just don’t feel right. Met him at the bus stand last time, and it was a total awkward. The total definition of awkwardness!!
Update: No progress. Still at the same state.

Friends

Good friends are always there when you need them. Unfortunately, married best friend are not really so. They've move on, leaving you few steps behind, and they’re moving on more than happily…yes, even without you around…
Update: Thank Allah for blessing me with such wonderful friends. 

Family

Life has been better recently. Alhamdulillah, thank you KWSP. Half of our definition of life had been fulfilled. Hope ALLAH bless us with the rezeki that we earn now, to make everything even better in future.
Update: I'm still trying to help my family to the fullest. (kene masuk azam tahun baru nie)

Health

Alhamdulillah, thank you ALLAH for giving me and my family a great health. The period pain, I’ll take it as the kafarah for my sins that I’ve commit..give me the strength to face this life without anymore sins, and I want to live better, without the pain anymore…Gimme strength Ya RAbb..

Update: Mom was not in a good health back then, and now recovering. The whole family need to consume healthy food..reeeeaaally healthy ones...

Money

This fella was really kinda hard to deal with..
Update: No update. (unlimited online shopping- pastu nk salahkan duit yg hard to deal with..pui!!)

*Bile nk dapat shake and take ni. penat dah tunggu..

coffee and calories

back from eidul adha break
malas nye subhanallah...

found this on azreenchan.com


"A tin of Nescafe Mocha : 99 kcal.

To burn such calories consumed, there are several mini workouts that you can do.
In average for man & woman :

Walking , 3.5mph - 20 minutes
Jogging / cycling / swimming - 15 minutes
Wash your car - 30 minutes
Ironing - 1 hour straight
Bowling - 45 minutes

So, can you see how much energy you just consumed this morning?
And imagine having to sit for hours in the office after you drink it?

Just a short thought."

a cup of 3-in-1 white coffee is now becoming a routine

and now i gained few kg's already

3-in-1 white coffee and a tin of nescafe mocha

equivalent kah kalori nya?

ok, need to check on that one.

and maybe start doing some exercise.

 

THIS IS NOT ME

andai bisa ku mengulang
waktu hilang dan terbuang..

I am bored, hence the update.
Even worst, I don't know what to write here

Few days back, I wanted to write "stop thinking that you are cool, because you're totally not" but the remaining sanity inside me told me not to. I kept telling people that I'm learning to be ikhlas, but in fact, no.

Lessons of the day:

1. Never trust one-sided accusation.
2. Be strong! Don't rely too much on others when at the end of the day, you are the bad guy.
3. The one you thought will never help; re-evaluate! you might be totally having wrong idea on that.
4. Don't sing in public. It is improper.
5. You have too much sins already. Why bother adding up the list!! Remember, hidup bukan untuk    menongkat langit, you'll die sooner or later. so, BERTAUBAT!!

You, we were never an item right? I really feel wrong that I seldom responding this time around. But somehow, I think that is the right thing to do. May Allah ease everything. For you, and for me as well.

MONEY-please come to me. Ameennnn..and be nice too. 

Enough of the random-ness

Happy Friday peeps.

Love, 

Me.

SUCCESSFUL ATTEMPT

a success a day keeps the frown away!

remember what i did yesterday? well it is still in my previous post by the way. so, just so you know, it's working!

HURRAY!

can't wait to watch them, well maybe tonight. i know it is not necessary to brag here, but who cares?

bye! 

with love, 

the girl who has nothing to do and too shy to ask others what to do. yes, me.

SPELL THE WORD B.O.R.E.D

hi everybody!

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

So today, I was bored to tears, and without proper judgement, I've signed up for a private blog, so now, i have the access to brand new English TV Series!!

YEAY!

*haven't tried this yet, but i'm already too happy to keep silent. hope there'll be no problem.

and to my surprise, Merlin Season 5 is already there!

YEAY YEAY!

hope that my RM 15 payment worth it.
I wanna watch Gossip Girl and see how they put an end to it =)
I miss my Nate Archibald already.









heeeeeee...

let the download begins!

have a nice day people!!
bye!

Another Boring Update

hi assalamualaikum

last 2 weekends, attend kak nu's wedding.
and Seoul Garden-ing on my birthday!!
and failed the defensive driving evaluation.

*image from google

last weekend,
being at home--> feel a lot like heaven,
kenduri arwah for tok wan,
eat super duper tasty homemade food like there is no tomorrow,
shopping tudung some more,
jumpe footballers lagi,
camwhore di airport,
and a lot more fun!

this week,
two words, CRAZY and SCARY.

and for the coming weekend,
already got a plan.

so, enough for now.
bye!

*this is googled as well

random update of the week.

hi. assalamualaikum.

last weekend, went to a close friend's wedding. congratulation Atul n Dol. may Allah bless your wedding and  bless you guys with endless happiness dunia akhirat. ameen...met lot of friends n most of them exaggerating  about how much i had lost weight. i was 5 kg lighter now, but i don't think its physically obvious..haha but anyway, that was such an achievement and i am a little bit proud about that. Back then, losing 1 kg pon susah yang amat u know, siap jogging lagi pagi2 before class, but to no avail..yeah, talk about lemak2 degil..tu lah die...

Monday til Friday, normal working days. Working on my 'mega' project, after sleepless night and kene-ejek-balik-lambat-nanti-kawan-tinggal- thinking about where was the mistake (penipu! malam2 tidur nyenyak- I am trying to explain that i did a lot of thinking to find the solution)..please la ladder, why u no looping???? please be nice to me!! and tada! one fine Thursday morning, dah jumpe solution and my ladder can now loop! thank you! it was not a success yet, but yeah, at last, I can see a little light at the end of the tunnel...Alhamdulillah. Ya Allah, please help me through all these..Ameen..

Last night, masak mee bandung.(talking about being too ambitious, yeah, i am that girl). Ended up putting too much water and it became so bland (solution-adding chili paste + chili sauce = as long as it did not taste weird, i'd assume that it is still forgivable haha). Not to mention the wrong selection of veges, (who cares btw, i hate sawi as much as i hate flirty married/engaged guy flirting ahaha)..and the presentation was like (bile bukak tupperware, kakak ofis cakap-wow mee tomyam T_T)...it was not because they were noob of not knowing the difference differences between mee bandung and mee tomyam, it was again, the veges who cause the wrong assumption! and the taste was like...hmmm, at least nobody dies eating that. its eatable la kot..of kos la, pakai paste adabi je pon. so the taste of mee bandung is still there.

you know what, i'll end this post here. it was so embarrassing to even think of that mee bandung of mine.
bye.
assalamualaikum.
till we meet again God knows when.

Presenting..

hi
assalamualaikum

after 1 hour of humiliation and the tiredness of being laughed at, i manage to produce my very own handmade ketupat empat segi they called it. for the four ketupat-making teachers, thanks for the determination to see this one unlucky lady got her first ketupat anyam. starting from below-zero-level skill, i think the outcome wasn't half bad, and not that good either. but afterall, who on earth would care, i did it!

-lagu raya berkumandang in the office
-got the email confirming my presentation date
-some colleagues plan to 'fly' and shopping and sadly, i don't think i can join them
-hari raya bunting of the section didn't have my picture on it (fine, x kecil hati)

second last day before raya in this office is really depressing. oh wait until tomorrow and surely i'll find out how intimidating it will be.(somehow i regret that i had ever confidently mengaku secara besungguh sungguh semasa interview bahawa working far from my hometown could never be a problem -_-)

(tenung ketupat empat segi sambil berangan diri sendiri sudah berada di rumah buat our very first homemade almond london)

Self Congratulatory Message

as the title speaks, i would like to congratulate myself for having a blog!!

finally, yes, after reading other's blogs for years (life is fun when u stalk people),

i have mine to take care of. this happens out of bored.using office's internet.bosses are not here.

colleague's watching movie on a very very tiny GOM window using earphone, raya mood is in the air, and i started a blog! hope that's legal.

so, we'll see how long i can keep up with the blog.

Selamat meneruskan ibadat puasa. (as another way of saying selamat hari raya)

-tak sabar nk balik kampung -_-, two days and a half is like forever.benarlah kata pujangga, 

penantian satu penyiksaan.